Archive for September, 2004

lost in the familiar

i saw a hawk this morning. what a lovely way to live, flying through the crisp autumn morning, sunshine, hunger… i looked directly at the sun to see it then closed my eyes. i didn’t mind that i was driving. it was actually comforting. thinking of the way my car would roll slightly to the [...]

my unsaid everything

i said that name and skipped a heartbeat i said it with a second chance and a forgetful smile i said it with the faint glimmer of suicide i tasted my wreckage in our conversations deep under the faint hums of far gone engines with all signal flares blazing we lay somewhere inbetween the smear [...]


ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!@!312!!1111! :P i’m all done. no more of this, i’m going insane. and jesus i’m tired. and i miss you soooooooooo much. so fucking bad. it sucks. i hate it.


i want a pinup calendar. wait, i’ll take the whole girl…


there are words on the tip of my tongue. words fumbling around in my brain. pieces of a wonderful chaos that just won’t come together. we are almost there.