smack
if it was any more obvious, you’d bleed
and i’d take you over and over through that space
where you beg me not to go, again
and time after time we sought nothing but silence
and time after time i broke silence with my scream
and 24 days later you showed me what it was like to be dead
and dead was the only thing that made me happy
and you said that was sick
but i was just happy to be feeling something
so leave me be
shut me out and leave me in peace
screaming to feel dead again
and happy